Why?

Would it hurt this much
If it were not love?
Why
Do all my relationships end
This way?
Me
Left and Forgotten
Not important at all
What is it
That I do?
Because
the common denominator
Is me
Do I love
Too freely?
But that is not me
Miser of love
Is more my speed
Should I love
More freely?
But how could
I bear
The pain
When it almost
Kills me now
Should I be
More careful
In my selection?
But then
I did not set out
To love them
It just happened
There was nothing
I could do
To stop it
Or should
I just not love
At all?
Save myself from
All the pain
Oh, that I were
Dead inside
Would it hurt this much
If it were not love?