The other side

I never let myself
Fall
I see the pain
It's caused others
I don't want that
To be me
Hurting
So much
Because I let
You get close
I sit inside
Watching the people
Go by
Wishing I could be them
Fearless
Not afraid
Of what is on
The other side
Of the window
Instead
I sit here
Watching
Life passing by
Wiping the tears
From my eyes